Well...

It's finally happened...

After all this time...

Waiting...wondering...decision-making...

I finally got myself a Twitter account.

I'm glad I finally did, because apparently, it's the best way to connect yourself to people like movie stars and writers. I have a lot on my mind that I want to ask people too, such as Nick Confalone.

My Mom also decided to get one. It was nothing personal, she just wanted to look out for me through it, to which I'm very touched.

I will admit though, there is one thing that I'm going to forever regret, as well as feel guilty and sad for concerning my time getting one.

For the past few days this week, I have had to wait and wait for Mom to look into it and give the alright. But she's been so busy this week, so...a lot of times, there are things that don't come to the front of one's mind, so they forget no matter how many times you remind them. The Twitter business being one of them.

Anyway, the thing I'm forever going to feel pain about is that on those few days while I kept waiting, my patience grew as a dry as a weed, and aggravation kept sprouting itself onto me. What's worse, I impatiently kept asking her to look into it even though she had other things going on to which I didn't even care.

I used to be a lot better at waiting and so many other things like it, but ever since 2017 was making its end, my patience vanished like it was stolen. I became hardened, cold, greedy; started having the every man for himself thing buzz around my head; and became easily angry, sensitive, and so much more.

Mom. If you see this, I hope you accept my apologies for what I put you through this week.

And I pray that the Lord will grant me forgiveness for what I've done not just these past few days, but several months. I also pray that the Lord will help me to return from whatever abyss I fell inside of and punish me, even by however he sees fit.

So, with that said, thank you for your time.